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Hello World! Its Been So Long!

Nov. 12th, 2009 | 12:03 am
location: United States, Washington, Bellingham
mood: tiredtired

Well hello there. i guess i should start out by sayin that im sorry i havent written in over a year...thats redic...so many things have happened in my life! i got my GED an my own bucket! a geo metro! lol! although sadly its broken at the moment...but that is how i get to the newest thing in my life....anyway...have a beautiful baby gurl named Elizabeth! she is my whole world...i just moved back to Bellingham after bein gone for a lil over two years! an boy do i luv bein back...

anyway...my car is broken so i ride the bus everywhere...an i was on my way downtown after gettin my daughter from daycare...an who did i see at the bus stop but my real true honest BFF Christian! an i couldnt get up an talk to her cuz i had lizzy an i had to be somewhere..but i told her i missed her...an she said call her..but no number...sadness....so i have a goal...i need to find her! i miss that woman! she was my bestie fer life...ya dont even know! so if anyone that reads this knows how i can get a hold of her that would be beyond awesome!

well i guess thats all...any ?ss dont be shy to ask!

Luv, Peace, and Chicken Grease!

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hello world!

May. 22nd, 2008 | 04:55 pm
mood: fullfull

hey there! long time no talk! i have been so hella busy tryin to get my life straight that i dont even know where to begin on here!

well lets see...i guess i can start by sayin that sadly i am still down in cali! i wish that i was home...but alas everytime i think im goin something keeps holdin me back...its like theres some force out there thats bigger then me that just wont let me leave this damn place! i wanna get back home and be with people that i care about!

and then there was the fact that for about a month me and dirk were homeless again...but we are stayin at his uncles right now...so im keepin my fingers crossed that we dont fuck that up again!

and right now both me and dirk are workin at mickey ds! holla!

oh yea and then we were supposed to move back home to live with one of dirks friends but she flaked on us! :(

so yea now we are just goin to stay down here and save some money so that we can move back home on our own!

oh yea and for those that are curious i am now 6 months along!

well i guess thats all for now!

luv yawl!

PS!!!! CHRISTIAN! LEAVE ME SOME WAY TO GET A HOLD OF YOU WOMAN! I MISS YOU!

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hey there all!

Apr. 6th, 2008 | 08:09 pm
mood: crazycrazy

just thought that i should stop by and let yawl know that im still alive.

i am now 5 months prego...and im goin in on the 15th for an ultrasound and hopefully theyll tell me what it is too...

and hopefully...im not sayin for sure...but hopefully me and dirk will be movin back up there soon...

but dont quote me on that!

i miss yawl up there...

leave me some luv!

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guess what yawl?!

Jan. 20th, 2008 | 01:37 pm
mood: bitchybitchy

im comin home...and it looks like as soon as next month! im pretty stoked! i need to get the hell outa cali before i kill myself or someone else!

dont get me wrong there are a few people down here that i have managed to click with...but other then that the people are just fake as hell! and i dont do fake ass people!

so things with me and dirk are in the shitter once again! i dont know how much longer i can deal with this shit! i thought that since we were gettin along and now that theres a baby on the way things would start to get better! but i was oh so wrong! he seems to think that since im the one goin through all this shit that he can take his frusterations out on me! and i dont agree with that one at all! if anything it just pisses me off more! oh well! ill live i guess! well just see how much longer we can stay together! fuck i dont even know if i want to marry him anymore! thats how bad its gotten!

well thats all for now!

leave me some luv yawl!

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hey there all!

Oct. 25th, 2007 | 07:52 pm
mood: crushedcrushed
music: the art of losing by american hi-fi

so i really am comin back home...at the end of the month if not sooner if i can swing it!

cant wait to see the homies!

oh yea and im comin home a single gurl!

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life sux!

Oct. 17th, 2007 | 06:08 pm
location: home!
mood: stressedstressed

so right now im stressin out hella hard...me and dirk have to come up with at least a few hundred dollers by the begining of next month otherwise we wont have a place to live...and even if we do we have to live in a motel room thats goin to cost us like 250$ a week!

so im hopin that we can come up with the money when we need it! otherwise we are screwed!

well thats all!

later!

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well i thought i was comin home!...

Oct. 11th, 2007 | 10:59 pm
mood: pissed offpissed off

and now because of supposed friends that like to fuck me over im not!

so im sorry for gettin yawls hopes up!

i kinda got mine up too! and now its not happenin!

i am so done with fake ass people!

i dont know what to do anymore!

ya think you know someone and then they show you their true colors...and they arent very pretty!

well thats all for now!

luv yawl!

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im comin home...

Sep. 22nd, 2007 | 12:55 pm
mood: depresseddepressed
music: welcome to the black parade by my chemical romance

well its offical...im comin home...at the end of october ill be on my way back up there...not super happy about it...but thats how life goes...hope to see the homies when i get back up there...

luv yawl!

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home sick

Sep. 10th, 2007 | 10:47 pm
mood: lonelylonely

so today i had a moment of extreme homesickness...it was to the point of tears...and it was all from dirk sayin that i had to stay home so that him and katie could go hang out with the guys...i really wish that i had the funds to go back up to bellingham so that i can hang out/see all my old friends from up there...i hella miss those fools!

but other then that things are goin pretty good down here! me and dirk had a rough spot...but we worked through that...now things are goin a lot better...me and my ex-travis are no longer talkin...he says im a dramatic cunt...because i tell dirk all the shit that he would say about him...but im over that!

now all i need to do is get me some new friends down here...so that i have my OWN friends to hang out with!

well i guess thats all for now!

holla back!

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Hola from Cali!

Jul. 15th, 2007 | 11:20 am
mood: blahblah

as you can prob guess i am now in cali!

i moved down here about 2 weeks ago to be with the love of my life! things are goin pretty good! i got a new job that i start on monday! i live in a house with a buncha other people! some of whom have nrecently moved out!

i love it down here! the heat! and the hott guys! although im kinda dissappionted in that department! i thought there would be more! oh well!

i guess thats all for now! holla back!

much cali luv! xoxo!

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